SHADES OF LIFE
Friday, 21 January 2022
The Girl who dreamed !!
Wednesday, 29 December 2021
The Puppet & the master !
Tuesday, 6 December 2016
The Unforgettable trail
I will leave my trail as I walk ahead,
Into the mystery of time and place.
To fulfill the desires I once dreamt of,
And turn them into the sweet reality I once wished for.
But do not get mistaken my friend,
For its hidden deep inside, into the unknown.
Do not look for them on the land beneath
Or the marks around, you think where I could be.
I leave my trail in the words of people,
I leave my mark on the hearts that beat for love,
I leave my energy into the souls that smile,
I leave my touch in the warmth of truth and care,
It's in the gleaming eyes that shine so bright,
Brighter than the brightest star, just memorising as they go past in time.
It's in the sweet or sour that we shared once,
Or the moments of care, when dejection was above par.
I promise, one day I would leave my trail,
In all the lovely ways it could be,
But only for good, and only for truth there has to be.....!!
Saturday, 20 August 2016
Into the strange land...
To the land of unknowns, I walk
Amidst silence and serene...
The Beautiful greens holding the air around
And clouds above in the open sky like open arms,
Welcoming the cool breeze,
Swiftly taking away my breathe
And swishing away strands of hair from my face.
The coolness and calm around like never before,
Filling every cell in me with thrill and power.
Walking into the deep and the dark,
Coming across the strangers staring,
But the eyes, the look, its not new
Something familiar, so serene yet so strong
The welcoming smiles and the bright eyes,
Like hugging me tight is a soul I have known before.
I held the smiles into my eyes,
And walked again, waving in reciprocation.
I walk into the strange land, like never before.
A step and two, walking and tip toed,
Sat down at the corner of the street to watch everyone greet,
Greet the cool air and evening meets.
There I was, finding answers about self in silence and peace
Its not the people around, nor me.
I feel so different, so powerful right now
'Coz I know people won't judge me, or blame me
For I'm in the land where nobody knows who I am and where I come from,
Its me with the ennumerable questions
Seeking for answers is a heart,
Pumping and beating, amazed at the beauty around
I seek the silence and absorb it to the core
'Coz that what's helping me for now
I feel so known, to my ownself, in the land of unknowns
Its like a rejuvenated soul just rose awake from the dead like a reincarnated soul.....!!
Tuesday, 3 May 2016
Desire
With her feet on the ground,
And her head held up the sky.
A fierce fighter in her heart,
And a commotion around her head,
Thoughts so loud, banging inside the mind,
Still a smile on the lips, like a beautiful sunshine
Simplicity in her eyes, calling up every cell with pride
Humble to the core, like never touched before
But desires to fly away, fading into the sky.
Like a breeze, a whiff, like the summer air
The fragrance of fresh flowers and the buzzing there
Just call the dream, her only DESIRE
For she can't be let down - a fierce fighter
She decides, she needs, she wants, she holds
To conquer the skies, for that's her only place
Where she can't be hurt and the light can seep inside
For the fire in her is not going to die away.
The spark ignites her soul, like never before
A Rebirth of a woman, freed from all
For she is going to prove her might, herself
'Coz she is the secret fighter you can never tell.
Monday, 1 June 2015
Dilemma
Days turning into nights and moments slipping away
Every night when I come back having survived the day
I look at the defeated diary waiting for me to pen down my heart away
The depressed look of the empty canvas still to be painted and the tray
The endless conversations from friends that went away unanswered and
The only thing that drags me is my bed lying unafraid and honoured.
The jealous pages from the novel, half read lying next to me
And the hurt look of the canvas cheated away with the night sleep to be.
What to do and how do I say
I sometimes miss my times when I did what my heart say
I do miss the inner voice that was once heard and respected
I still hear it deep inside me just to be echoed and echoed again.
I want to do justice to all of them and never betray
But all I end up doing is stretch my arms after a long day.
I snuggle and wriggle on the made bed until I get up with my unkempt hair
I still look at the hopeful thing lying infront of my eyes
Looking me with hope filled with solace and sympathise
I wish someday I touch them and make them feel what I always want to say
They are and they still will always remain mine forever and ever away.
Friday, 10 April 2015
A Dark face of Death
Death doesn't mean a life taken away forever,
Death doesn't mean going away into an unknown world,
A world far away from this place, unidentified and untouched.
Dying is killing your dreams every second. Dying is shedding tear over everything you expected.
Dying is struggling for things that doesn't deserve you.
Dying is when your voice doesn't reach the right hearts.
Dying is when your message is lost amongst a hundred voices.
Dying is living virtually a robotic life.
That "I wish " turned into "I wish I had ".
Those memories that screw hard into your heart leaving a painful mark.
Dying is just walking alone into the darkest of dark,
Not Knowing where to go and when to see the morning sun.
Dying is a long dark night with unknown voices in your head.
Dying is giving up on life and on dreams.
And you know you are dying away inside,
So deep that even the brightest of rays do not penetrate,
Eradicating the world of fears and darkest of thoughts.
Just open the windows to your mind and your heart
Waiting for the beautiful shower of rains to sink in deep inside you.
Wait for the warmth of the morning sun to heal away all your wounds.
Thats when you know you are dying and
That's when you realize you still have a lot to do,
A lot to cover, a lot to see and
Miles to go before you sleep
And Miles to go before you sleep.....
Thursday, 5 March 2015
Lamhein
Aaj hazaaron lamhein guzarte hue
Kal ki kuch yaadein ban jaaengi
Jaise guzare hue kal ki tasveerein
Aaj bhi aankhon ke pardo par chhaye hain
Aaj k din me beete wo pal
Jo saath liye hai unn sab logon ko
Jo baithe hai door ekal
Zindagi paani ki tarah behti jaegi
Samay uss hawa ki tarah uddta jaaega
Na ruke hai ye saathi aajtak kisi ke intezaar me
Aur naa kal rukenge ye har pal ki tarah
Lamhein guzarte jaa rahe hai
Haathon me raet ke har kad ki tarah
Khoobsoorat ehsaas tou wo hai aaj,
Jo kal ke saaye me basee har lamho me humare, chand kuch log
Unhi ke sang yaad karte rahenge wo pal sada....!!
Sunday, 28 December 2014
Demon
I try to close my eyes in the middle of the night,
Lying down on my bed which had been a comfort for a while.
But I am defeated and dashed,
And asleep and scared,
Coz they won't let me sleep,they won't let me sleep.
I close my eyes, haunted by the thoughts that blast my head,
And suddenly I am engulfed by a dense smoke in my head.
I am suffocated and strangled by a power I don't know,
I am reminded and told by it to let go.
But I can't free myself of the hold of it,
I shuffle and tussle on my bed to get rid of it.
The demon becomes intense and big,
Not a pint of air gets in and not a hint of it.
Every cell inside me is suffocated, the blood tries to rush at a faster pace,
The tubes burning by the effect, an exposion inside,
The smoke fills in and I feel like hardly alive.
It's getting deeper and denser than I would imagine,
I don't want it to survive, I don't want it to win.
The more I struggle, the more it gets to win.
I am lying on my bed almost dead, defeated,
I don't know what to do and how to come out of it.
I am lying in the depths struggling with the demon in my head,
The darkness getting denser,engulfing me alongwith.
Now I feel like giving up,coz I have tried too hard and,
Left with no power to throw him away, apart.
I just want to close my eyes and rest in peace.
It has been the longest night I ever had,
It has been the longest night I have ever seen.
Thursday, 25 December 2014
Akelapan
Kehne ko ek ehsaas akelepan kaa hai logon ko
Kehne ko ek ehsaas akelepan kaa hai logon ko,
Par koi akela h kahan.
Socho tou dimaag ki gustakhi h ye,
Aur naa socho tou har dum saath hazaro ehsaas hain.
Bachpan ki pehli yaadon se ek tasveer mann me aati h,
Maa k aanchal sang papa ki hasi mann me chapp jaati h.
Sharaartein wo khatti meethi jo bhai behen k sang mil k hui,
Aur wo kahin unkahein lavz jo unki aankhein keh gyi.
Akelapan kya h... Hai kis kamzori ka naam!!
Kya kuch anjaane logo ka saath kaafi hai dil ko behlaane k liye??
Socho tou akele ho tum aur naa socho tou bhari duniya saath h tumhare,
Bas mann k kono me darr ek hai, shayad jakde hue charo aor se.
Kyun unn logo k saath ki umeed karte ho jo tumhare saath k kabil nahi,
Naa ehsaas unhe h tumhare dil ka,
aur na guftgoo kaa jo ho rahi tumhare dimag me kahin.
Jo shabdo ko nahi samajh sakte,unse unkahein ehsaas samajhne ki umeed karte ho!!
Ae moorkh dil, aur akelepan ki baat bhi karte ho, aur akelepan ki baat karte ho...
Door baithe tumse wo chand log,jinki awaz aaj bhi unke dil ka haal bayan karjaati h,
Jude h dil k taar tumhaare unse, bas ek hasi hi kaafi hai.
Unn logon k sang wo hazaro lamhe aur ek ehsaas anjaana sa,
Jo kahin aur naa mil pae aapko,meetha sa pyaara sa.
Fir bhi tum akelepan ki baat karte ho,
fir b tum akelepan ki baat karte ho....!!!
Saturday, 21 June 2014
And it's a Love Story....
Friday, 11 April 2014
JEENA ISSI KA NAAM HAI !!!!
Naye Raasto pe likhne nayi nayi baatein,
Beete kal se Saath liye kuch lamhein
Kuch haste hue, aur kuch gam me
Yaadein hazaaro liye,
Umeedo se bhari Zindagi nayi
Khushiyo ki chaadar me dhake, Sapne kahin
Haatho me haath liye, chal pade the ek safar pe hum
Par ab waqt aaya hai udne ka
Liye pankho me bhare dum
Bhool naa jaana lamhe saath wo hamare
Khushiyo aur gam k aasun me,Khandhe pe haath tumhaare.
Bhare dil me hazaaro paigaam udd jaana h aaj,
Na bhulenge hum puraani har wo baat.
Jo sikha gayi Jeene k paath kahin
Aur muskuraahato me bhare wo lamhe sabhi.
Himmat tou bhot h , bas aasman chaiye
Udd chalenge falak tak hum aaj kahin
ab waqt me pankh lagaye sabhi
Phir se udd chalein hain panchhi hazaaro
ek naye safar pe .
Ab waqt hai ek nayi udaan bhar dil me , chalein .
Khoobsurat hai zindagi ki ye lehar,
Shayad yehi kaam hai.
Sahi kehte hai log sabhi ,
Jeena issi ka naam hai, Jeena issi ka naam hai .......!!!!!
Friday, 7 February 2014
VISION...!!!!
Wednesday, 8 January 2014
TRANSFORMATION
Mesmerized I am to feel my soul,
Never thought how great would it be
trying to know it all.
A piece of peace and a sign of shine, Looking into which,I forget the time.
The rays of hope,the hope of rays;
All in all tell me ,its time to embrace.
No more worrying,No more crying,
No more hurting ,No more dying.
Time to look straight into the sun,
Waiting for me to be turned into a bud.
A new life being planned by grace,
Full of new moments and no more chase.
Wait for the right time to open up wide,
From the comforts of the warmth that made me revive.
Said the power looking into my eyes,
A voice so strong,the light so bright.
Touched by the fairy, pure and serene;
For the first time I just cudn't be me
I feel the strength, the pain let go,
I guess it's time to blow the glow.
Let the world see and feel my power,
The day I was a bud ,now turned into a flower.
Yet time is the planner and time is the game,
Give time its time ,that's the whole aim.
Wonderful and Brave , I now feel,
Let the wind blow, won't take away my zeal.
Swaying in the wind ,yet the shine so bright,
Sparkling is my soul and bright is my smile !!!!
Friday, 6 December 2013
YUN HI
Toot-te hue taaro k neeche wo basera,
Khushiyo ki chandni sang sath wo tera,
Chamak barkarar hai aur roshni ka khumaar hai.
Samajh nahi aata ,ye taaro ka sansaar hai ya tera pyar hai.
Aankho me daale aankhe ,jb dkha unko yun,
Chandni raaton me , hum aur wo.
Aankho k ghaayal hai unke hum kuch aise,
Taaro se pyar kise h,jb aankho me chamak uss jaise.
Feeki si lage raat ki chandni,
Ek baar unki muskaan dekh
Bhar jae roshni si yun hi.
Yun hi guzaare hue pal sang unke kuch,
Thamte jae rukh jaise thandi hawaao me sach.
Ek jhoka sa aya, le gaya chura k nazrein unki,
Tham si gai zindagi uss pal me yun hi.
Palak jhukaate hue, muskura gae jab,
Aur sath apne hazaaro lamhe jee gae tab.
Khusboo uss pyaar ki badhti rahe unn hawaao k jhoko me ,
Zinda rahe yaadein ban duniya ki baato me.
Aur jeene ko agle pal sath tumhara deti rahe zindagi yun hi,
Yun hi chandni raaton k neeche ishq ka noor chamakta rahe har kahin.. . . .
Friday, 29 November 2013
UDAAN
Ae uparwale
Kyu bnai tune zindagi bhagna humko sikha diya Aur mushkile unkahi Dil chota sa h diya Par udne ko pankh bhi Chhaahat hai udne ki Aur dil me umang bhi Rehte hain dharti pe yaro Par aasman chaiye Jeene ka samay nahi Falak tak udne ko jaan chaiye Mayusi itni hai ki daudna tune sikha diya Par logo ka dil pathar bana diya. Udne ki chhah me Katar diye pankh auro k Un mayus dilo ki dastan sun k tou dkho jinhe na falak mila, na udne ko pankh
Choona h aasman
Dil me junoon h Katein hue pankho ko dekh Aankho me khoon h Ya tou khud udd jaenge Aasman ko choo jaenge Warna wo b pankh dusro k katar jaenge wo na udd sake tou ae dost Tumko b apni dastan mehsus karaenge!!! Kyu logo ko udna tumne sikha diya Logon ko zaalim tumne bna diya.
Ae rab ek fariyad h tujhse
Agar aasman diya h tune sbko,tou udne ki chahat bhi sbko dna. Na kami bne kisi k toote dil ki dastaan, Warna aisehi khule aasman me
kaid ho jaenge armaan kahin!!!
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